Next.

smell it smell it.

Got it. yee-haa.

self-reflection.

Monday. 12.19am.

Just came back from movie at marina square.

High School Musical.

[pris: psssttttt!]
full name? zac efron.hahaha.

just some random stuff, no worries, u're not weird or outcast if u don't understand.haha.

wellwellwell, time to dig out my blog deep down from the graveyard yo.

Been telling and motivating myself to blog, but everytime look at the blank sheet on the screeen, it turns me off.

Bah.

okayokayokay.what I did in the past few weeks.
school,delegates,project,movies,surfing net.

this pretty much sums it up.

first thing, feel kind of powerless in doing everything.
and not sure where should I start anything from.

where's the starting point.

everything is so messed up.

or because I'm lacked of the qualities I guess.

nevertheless, promise to give it my best shot.

lately, have been really obsessed into mesh caps.ho-ho.

In case you didn't know, or I kept my secret too well [ceh],
I once had a fetish in collecting cap, though I seldom wear them,
unless my hair being messed up. Just like few weeks ago.
toobad. no picture for it. It looks something like a person undergo chemotherapy.
quoted from some friends.haha.
now my hair's back yo.
well, next cap in the list. taa-daa.

I know I know.the colour is abit off, or rather, bright & light.

well, at least it adds up to my 'dope collection'.

Saturday went to 'what's good' store at the cathay,

and saw this.

Wanted to buy the blackgold colour 'dope', but it's just for display.

aww.

saw this colour instead. in term of colour combination, nth much to say.doink.

gave up the thought of getting this cap, as the colour's too loud for me.

but now,on second thought,why not buy it and keep it?

it's my long-lost hobby what.what to do.lol.

furthermore,the store having 30% everything! $89 original price..

minus off the disc.,would be just about $60+.

moreover, there's only 100 pieces worldwide.

A big 'why not'.

gonna get it soon. when I feel like it or I dream about it in the middle of the night.haha.

alrightos, enough sharing about my lil' secret.

and time for a big thankyou for the fossil.

truly appreciate it.

truly touched.

number1 number1.hahaha.

will keep the promise made. (:

and just wait for the lil' suprise.

so troublesome lah u.what also dont want. -.-'

lastly, most probably, hello india and posted to ttsh.

we can do it people, as long as we stay as a team. or rather, u're more than a team to me.

and please do correct me, if i made any silly mistake. Feel free & please do so.

haha.recently getting more&more emotional.

lack of sleep I guess.

nevertheless,don't give up and keep marching forward.

bye.

ouh, shall ends it off with this. Enjoy & laugh your ass off evil people. (:

[the parents smoked weed while naming him.poor guy.Ruined life]p/s: it's all about interpersonal communication skills.

two point one.

Sunday, Hot and Humid.

Well, holiday's ending.

Did nothing much during holiday, mostly play, and play.

Obviously, with tons of sleep too.

Lots of outings.

Closer bonds with wonderful people around me.

Firstly, Chalet with the girls.

haha. Reminds me of all the crazy moments.

All picked one of the poker cards, smallest run out and stay in the rain for 10 seconds.

Thankyou for all the fun and laughters ! (:

Second, Chalet with fellow delegates.

Hm. Done with lots of chattings, and thoughts which I not sure how to describe here.

overall, a big thankyou for people who turned up for it ! and of course, those who spent effort to make it happened! you know who you are. (:

Thirdly, yijun is currently warded. Recover soon aye? We seriously miss you so much and your laughters.

A wonderful visit to yj house, night cycling to ECP, jurongeast swimming complex outing, and shoppings & movies, etc etc.

Lastly, Raya visiting with closeclose friends ! A huge terima kasih to abu, aifah and nurul. Not forgetting their extremely friendly families. hafiz: ''why your houses so nice?'' Giggles.haha.

ouh. and yishun birds are scarier than I thought.

p.s: I love and treasure all of you aye! BIGSMILE. (:

[peektures will be up once I got all of them! ]

it's beating.

Sunday, peaceful yet annoying.

Attachment have been keeping my fingers off from everything.

Research research, and followed by research.

after everyday,back from cdc.

Long travel distance. And the having the feel of clinical instructor is always

behind my back, observing everysingle of my actions,

It's definitely not a good sign, or rather, the worst is coming.

Oh alibaba, just allow me go through it without much hassles will you? for

onemoreweek, puh-lease? fingerscrossed.

"call-bell = peep-peep"

how cute.

meeting with comm and bros have been fun! I mean it.

Tomorrow, 9am. shucks.

1. Bangkok's is currently under riots and ppl are protesting. How.
2. A discount of my weight during holiday. Something greater than GSS.
3. Justbehappyandkeepthatsmile, you.Always, please.
4. Shall spend more time with grandpa.
5. And lastly, I can't afford to fail. (:

Anxious.

Sunday, moon & stars?

As usual, before any attachment, I would put up a new post.

Just to calm myself down I guess?

Don't ask me why am I having severe anxiety too.

Hate it. It would be cdc next.

Worrying about being late, long distance, dragging myself out of bed, scoldings and so on.

oh well, it's life, isn't it?
Face it with a big smiley face, as wide as Joker's.

:D:

huh? two-faced in the end.

Ha-ha.

Shouldn't have stayed at home today.

Should have run around outside.

Get exhausted and head to sleep straight away.

Enough complaining.

what have I done today.

A couch potato,

A 100 pound bigfatpig which has limited Range Of Motion

Shake off some fats,

and picked up photo editing skill as a hobby, well, a temporary pass-time-hobby.

lastly, deep thoughts.

qwuahqwuahqwuah.

anyhoo, all the best and good luck dihao, a big kiss on the forehead !

and below is the picture I spent 30mins doing. what to do. I'm new.

p.s: thankyou master maria for introducing it. :D

Learnt something meaningful and edited one for friend !

Time to sleep.

Don't miss me.

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I know you will,people !

'just press publish post and stop talking nonsense.'

The 1st and there are more to comecomecome!

Falling Deeper Every Single Day.

Sunday, Midnight. Windy.

crawl out from bed at 10am. Early though.

due to the appearance of Axel, baby nephew.

He shouted loudly, ''uncle! wake up,play with me.'' of course, his pronounciation was bad, but cute. ;)

p.s. the word ''uncle''. Am I that old? I would like to be matured though.haha! taught him

whenever he sees me, ''kor-kor'' should be the words. Not uncle. but, unfortunately, I failed.

He remained the same. unclehereunclethere.

So, babysitted him for about 5 hours before going out for shoppingshopping

Axel fed me this vegetarian noodles. woolala!

cause I told him, uncle old already,no strength to eat. :D smartrightsmartright.

Tadah ! this is Axel, for your information. Ain't he simply adorable.

He's smart. Indeed. And I'm the patient of the day, as he's the doctor. He actually

appointed the roles. Aww. cutecute x2.

Am I a joker or joker ? get it get it? haha. answeranswer.

So, finally, chosen 'The Flash' and bought it, instead of joker. Quite fitting and it's blue !

seriousy desperate for retail therapy. don't ask me why too. :)

and it's getting late now,resting soon, bye world. Adios.

Visual Hallucinations.

1. Niang bought this for me to ensure I'm not dehydrated. '8 cups per day'

2. to increase the value of the vehicle ?

3. start fasting or exercise daily so that to avoid this. Reminder.

4. Somehow, I starting to miss all the crazy laughters.haha.

5. I dreamt about my toys yesterday night !

So there goes IMH. and hello CDC ! 'urgh'

And I'm not willing to go, rather, I refused?

Have to wake up at 4a.m. For the first time, I hate living in pasir ris.

Not bad. At least I get to accompany the bus driver throughout nearly 40 busstops.

Whoever he is, bus driver will be my best friend for 2 weeks.

And lastly, I missed playing poker cards with them in IMH.

''get the bond at IMH lah''

doink.